..that I don't think about you Daddy. I wonder if you are looking down on me, and if I am making you proud of me. I love you and miss you more than I ever thought was humanly possible. We are not doing so well as a family...hard to recover when u lose ur foundation...but we are slowly but surely making baby steps. We love you Daddy, and I promise you that I will do my very best to make you proud of me-things that I ran from and rebelled against I will embrace.